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Mao is sort of actually Hisashi’s first wholesome relationship. That feels extra vital than the truth that Hisashi is Mao’s first relationship; Mao has at all times filtered his concepts about romance by way of the lens of movie, which is extra typical of romantic anime (and manga) than Hisashi’s story. We realized earlier that Hisashi was sexually abused by his stepsister and first “boyfriend”, who was additionally his highschool instructor, and the occasions of this episode present how he is fastidiously feeling his means by way of his relationship with Mao. It is nothing main, however the little particulars matter, most likely most importantly when he asks Mao the place his cellphone is. Mao solutions (it is on his desk), however then thinks about how Hisashi at all times had his cellphone with him, and sacrificed sleep to maintain checking for messages from, presumably, his instructor boyfriend. As a small remark and a behavior, it lets us understand how insecure Hisashi felt. He was anxious to overlook a message or a name, utilizing his cellphone as a talisman to show to himself that he wasn’t forgotten, whereas on the similar time exhibiting his boyfriend that he was at all times out there. This speaks to Hisashi’s worry of being deserted or blamed, similar to his mom did to him for his stepsister’s actions.
How does this have an effect on his habits with Mao? I believe it is honest to say that every one of his little glances and reassurances throughout filming are to let Mao know that he is trustworthy to him, however the best way he at all times needs to the touch the opposite boy feels significant, too. Sure, teenage hormones and all that—they clearly have an energetic intercourse life—however many of the informal touching is extra cozy. Holding Mao turns into sexual, however the early scenes of hugging appear to be about consolation—laying his head on Mao’s lap, or hugging him. When Hisashi holds Mao, it is at all times tight, as if that is the simplest option to categorical his feelings. He comes near verbally admitting how a lot he cares (saying that he needs Mao to observe him act, for instance, or that he’d relatively be within the drama membership as a result of it removes the barrier of the digicam), however his reality is nonverbal, spoken within the language of contact.
Mao himself appears a bit of off-kilter. He totally admits that every one of his concepts about love and romance (and possibly intercourse) come from motion pictures, which might be not one of the best type of analysis should you’re in search of accuracy. He’s engaged on dwelling his relationship, however he can’t assist however evaluate it to motion pictures, at the same time as he acknowledges that fiction isn’t at all times proxy for actuality. Regardless of getting many of the present’s inside monologue, or maybe due to it, he feels just like the least fascinating half of the couple, although that’s hardly honest to say. Mao is extra comfy—with himself, his passions, all the things, particularly as soon as he discovers his emotions for his roommate. Hisashi retains issues inside, so we’re pressured to dig into his character growth.
Nevertheless, we will be shifting away from that. Because the post-credits “4.5” episode reveals, the story can be shifting to a brand new couple, which is true to the supply materials. (There can be three {couples} complete.) Ichikawa is clearly one half of the brand new couple, and he’ll possible be shifting this extra into “romantic comedy” territory, versus the boring previous “romance” it has been up till now.
Judgement:
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